Similarly, none of our comments actually exist as language on Hacker News—just numerical values from the ASCII table. We're deluding each other into thinking we're using language.
I believe it's reasonably clear that our thought processes generally occur outside of language. We do use language during explicit reasoning, but most thinking occurs heuristically. It's on par with the thinking of animals that don't use language but do complex behavior.
It not clear to me how well that maps onto LLMs. Our wetware predates language, and isn't derived from it. Language is built on top. LLMs are derived from language. I think that means that the intermediate layers are very different from the brain neurons, but I don't know. It's eerie how well the former emulates the latter.
There’s an interesting thing there that I believe varies person to person. My understanding is that some people do think in a more symbolic/heuristic way, some rely very heavily on their inner monologue to make sense of things (I am in the latter camp, and only have a single core language processor so pretty much cannot come up with coherent thoughts if I’m concentrating on what someone else is saying)
Even more interesting, and getting off on a bit of a tangent, there is also a mode that I use for revealing emotions that I don’t have words for (alexythmia): I open up a text editor, stare off into space, and let my fingers type without “observing” the stream of words coming out. I then go back and read what I “wrote” and often end up understanding how I’m feeling much better than I did. It’s weird.
Edit: also, playing with local models through e.g. llama-cpp in “thinking mode” is super fascinating for me. The “thought process” that comes out before the real answer often feels pretty familiar when I reflect on my own inner monologue, although sometimes it’s frustrating for me because I see where their “thinking” went off the rails and want to correct it.